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Recently ... on the date of Sunday September 21st 2003 ... My dear brother was taken to the hospital. And you're probably wonder ... why? Well ... our scout group, the 55th,were going to clean up the falls in our area. Shane was trying to help a cub get down a steep hill ... when .. well *sniffs* he slipped *bursts out in tears* and and he fell and hit his head on a rock and and and he literally bounced off of it >_< and well ... then he hit the bottom and fell in the water ... When he landed, he hit his head on another rock. I was screaming my head off!!! I was crying so much! And I still do whenever I mention it, it was terrifying!! And he was just lying there for a few minutes. We took him out of the water and he was talking and joking around and laughing. And I'm sitting there on a rock thinking that this isn't a laughing matter.... A friend of ours went and phoned the hospital and they were there in no time ... I kept crying of course because I was very worried about him! I'm very attatched to my twin brother!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They took him carefully up the hill and out of the falls area. They took him to the waiting ambulance by the parking lot and took him to the hospital ... And yet, when my leader took me home, I wasn't allowed to go see him! He's still at the hospital as I'm typing this .... almost 10 hours later. I still have that image of him falling, me screaming, him hitting his head two times, him going away in the ambulance and me crying as I watch him leave stuck in my head... If you were there, you would've probably screamed too! Please my friends ... pray for him!!!!!
I LOVE YOU SHANE!!!!!!!
Monday September 22nd 2003;
Shane has now come home from the hospital. When I came home from school, I ran in, gave him a HUGE hug and burst out in tears. As soon as that was over .. (lmao) .. He told me what injuries he had. Nothing was serious. The only thing he didn't know much about, was his knee. It was in very bad condition, but he'll recover quickly. Thank you to everybody who comforted me in the hard times and told me he will be ok! Thanks for praying with me!!!!!! *MuAh*
Tuesday September 30th 2003;
Yesterday ... I found out my Granny died. I still can't stop crying! I miss her so much! Both my Dad's parent's are in heaven now, and I feel his pain. I wonder how my aunts and uncles feel about her passing away... All I know, is that it's probably worse than what I'm feeling. They're probably crying more than I am. But I miss her soooooo much! I was so attatched to her! She was in the hospital for maybe over 5 months! 5 MONTHS!! That's a long time to be lieing in a bed. She was paralyzed, so she couldn't move, and I feel really bad. And I only just saw her on Saturday ... And she seemed perfectly fine!! Well ... except maybe being paralyzed ... But, yeah!
She said she wanted to be with grandpa, and I don't blame her. She loves him with all her heart and missed him! He died back in 1997 ... While I was still very young. As my Dad told me ... And as I keep telling others and myself ... Everybody has to die eventually ... or the world would be overpopulated.
I MISS YOU ALREADY GRANNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:'(
Saturday October 4th 2003
I'm so depressed! :' ( I had such a bad week and now its really getting to me! I got Miranda to ask this guy I've liked since grade 2 out AND HE SAID NO! It's probably because I'm SO UGLY!!!!!!!!!! You people out there cannot disagree! 'Cuase you know it's the truth! So ... yea ... I'm really really depressed .... I'm usually just really depressed but the past 2 weeks have been REALLY BAD! First Shane falls off a cliff ... then Granny dies ... and then _ _ _ _ _ _ says no! AND WE HAVE A DANCE COMING UP TOO! I'm probably going alone.... But we have to go through life! So I better get use to this shit that happens!
Saturday November 1st 2003;
I just heard that a friend of mine, Aaron (freak742 on whyville) died!!:'( I don't want to believe it cuz I love him!! And he doesn't know ... but should I believe it? Because "Nina" was on saying that he was dead but now his msn name is back to normal... But if you are dead Aaron, I LOVE YOU AND I'LL ALWAYS MISS YA! I'LL BE YA FRIEND FOREVER!!!!!!!!!
R.I.P.!
| Aaron |
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Sunday November 16 2003;
Last night Kyle, my mom, Shane and me were about to watch The Italian Job =D And Shane and Kyle were fooling around downstairs ... and Shane's been very sick lately and I'm worrying about him A LOT now.... And my mom shouts downstairs that if Shane has a disease called mono, it's a throat disease, and he does a lot of movement and activity, he can die! And then my eyes start to water and I run to my room >_< I don't want Shane to die!!! THIS HAS BEEN THE WORST YEAR EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shane isn't doing so good is he!? First he falls off a cliff, then he gets really sick, and then doctors think he has a disease called mono that can kill him if he moves around too much! HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!:' (
Saturday November 22 2003;
HAPPINESS MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! Shan'es gonna be ok!!!:' ) Don't scare me like that EVER again!!! SHIZA!!! And and and ... I LOVE SHANE MAGILL AND ANDREW DANNER!!!! hehe I've decided to join the talent show this year and I'm gonna sing me and Marla's sing, I'm Ok by Christina Aguilera!! OH YEA BABY! And Danielle's gonna join to! She says she's gonna do a dance;) Good luck hun!!
Happy New Year!!
Thursday January 8th 2oo4,
I'm moving on yes ... At least I hope I am with that one person ..... But recently ... I just got some VERRRRRY upsetting news :' ( It's about my parents and I've always pictured them happy together ... Now, I've found out my dad has a new girlfriend!!! I don't CARE if I don't know who and haven't met her yet and I don't want to BUT I WANNA KILL HER!!!!! GGGGRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! And THEEEEN, my Mom said that they're probably going to be getting a divorce sometime AND I REALLY DO NOT WANT THAT!!!! Why does my life have to be like this????????? Why can't something good happen to me instead of bad things?!?!!? Geez, I give up on trying to live a happy life ... It's too hard!!!
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